The pregnancy hormones seem to be in full swing today. I have been weepy ever since I dropped Micah off at daycare and he started crying. It breaks my heart to see Micah crying but especially today. I'm going to blame it on hormones a little. And then I've been overwhelmed thinking how it's only 8 months (or less) away before this baby arrives. I honestly don't know if I am going to be able to handle having two babies crying for me not to go. Not working isn't an option, no matter how much I wish it was.
On a happier note, only 4 weeks and some days before our first ultrasound. After that we'll spread our news to family and close friends. I guess co-workers will be told soon after. I'm not sure when I will make it Facebook official. I'm assuming it won't take long for something to hit my wall once people start finding out.
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Monday, June 11, 2012
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Positively Pregnant
May 30th
I think Scott was skeptical about the positive results I had gotten. Even though I had already taken two tests with positive results he insisted on me taking another test...just to be sure. I took one and didn't see it working like I normally do so thought it was a dud. We had to go to town to get his grandma a birthday present so he bought me a package of three tests. Well, by the time we got back to the house the test I took before going to town had worked and said positive. I used one of the three he bought and again, got an instant positive. I think he is finally convinced. I also think we are both a little overwhelmed at the thought of actually having two babies to care for. Thinking of having two and then it being a reality really changes things.
I'm not sure how Micah is going to handle having a baby around. He will be 21 months old when the baby arrives. It seems like the older he gets the more of a Momma's baby he becomes. He has also shown jealousy with the grandparents and other children recently. I never want him to fear that he is any less loved because there is another child around. I am already starting to tell him how loved he will always be and that he will always be my baby boy.
I am excited and terrified at the same time. And I can't wait to be able to tell everyone. I'm still trying to figure out when the best time will be to tell.
I think Scott was skeptical about the positive results I had gotten. Even though I had already taken two tests with positive results he insisted on me taking another test...just to be sure. I took one and didn't see it working like I normally do so thought it was a dud. We had to go to town to get his grandma a birthday present so he bought me a package of three tests. Well, by the time we got back to the house the test I took before going to town had worked and said positive. I used one of the three he bought and again, got an instant positive. I think he is finally convinced. I also think we are both a little overwhelmed at the thought of actually having two babies to care for. Thinking of having two and then it being a reality really changes things.
I'm not sure how Micah is going to handle having a baby around. He will be 21 months old when the baby arrives. It seems like the older he gets the more of a Momma's baby he becomes. He has also shown jealousy with the grandparents and other children recently. I never want him to fear that he is any less loved because there is another child around. I am already starting to tell him how loved he will always be and that he will always be my baby boy.
I am excited and terrified at the same time. And I can't wait to be able to tell everyone. I'm still trying to figure out when the best time will be to tell.
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